» 40K Subs!? OMG *__*<3Wednesday 12th of June 2013 10:04:41 PM
Hello Everyone! :)
First of all: Thank you sooooo sooooo much for getting me to 40K :) Really means a lot to me and even if you don't realize it, your kind words really make me feel better and keeps my head above the surface. These recent days have been very hard for me since I have to take my mental health seriously and thereby take a break from school. I am recieving exellent help and I am confident things will only change for the better and that I will come out on the other side as a stronger person.
Second of all: I have changed my hair!! :D I have put in blonde highlights in it! I was eventually planning on going extreme blond/platinum or white. I still don't know what I will end up doing but no matter what it will be good. Still considering a side cut but I am not sure about it.
Thanks so much for your endless support and love. <3
Many hugs
Lilium
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» R.I.P. Samson Meteor Mic :'(Friday 24th of May 2013 11:48:19 AM
Hello Y'all :)
I am so sorry that it has been forever since I updated you on what's been going down in Lilium Town, I have just been struggeling with all sorts of different things, including my mental issues ( BPD) that I went to see a doctor about recently. I will be going back for treatment and therapy, and I have been perscriped with quetiapine ( anti-psychotic drugs) to help me handle everyday life.
So what happened recently saddend me deeply. My beloved Samson Mic has left me, not to be resurrected :( He got old I guess - no one lasts forever. BUT on the other hand, I now HAVE to purchase a new mic and I am strongly considering the Blue Yeti microphone, since it has multiple options including stereo and omnidirectional recording :) Thanks to your great support, I am not that short on cash, to be able to buy it! Thank you, thank you, thank you! :-* <3<3<3
Until my next video, I will prepare scripts, music and new ideas for your enjoyment and pleasure! :) Remember to go to my LIVENINJA profile and BOOK A SESSION if you wanna chat with me or make you relax ( or both! hihi)
See you soon, lovelies <3 And in the meantime, don't forget to check out my newest roleplay video in the link below!
Love Lilium
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» Thoughts & VacationMonday 25th of March 2013 12:28:10 PM
Hello all :)
First of all I would like to say a HUGE thank you to all of you for getting me to 30K subs, it's so massive to me and I really feel loved and appreciated. You are all wonderful and I am forever grateful for all your sweet words and endless encouragement! *Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs* <3<3<3
Now is my easter holiday, and it will last a whole week, yay! So now I have a few things I wanna do like sorting out my clothes ( I seem to have a whole lot but at the same time I wonder what to wear everyday :P) and donate the clothes I no longer feel commited to.
Video wise I have been thinking about doing a Panic Attack session to help you guys with sudden and uncontrollable anxiety ( this will be sold in the special videos section) What do you think about that? :)
And for my regular videos I will be doing a easter egg ASMR sounds video and I was thinking of redoing my old "Relaxing Thunder & Rain" video, where I would do things with the same music and sounds.
On a more serious note I have been wanting to talk about BPD ( borderline personality disorder) because it's a mental illness that I suffer from and I wanted to make it so that some of you maybe could relate and not feel so alone with the thoughts you have about either selfharming, wanting to die and things like that. Is it something you guys would find interesting or would it be too much to handle?
Also check out my newest video in the link below! :)
Love Lilium
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» Spring is Here! (Almost...)Wednesday 13th of March 2013 12:23:46 AM
Hello All!
So, it’s
March now and I am officially demanding that the sun comes on out and wakes
nature up from its slumber. Spring and summer are my favorite seasons! I love
that I do not have to put on 5 layers of clothing before I head out, I love the
chipper of the birds, I love the scent of flowers and warm earth in the air and
most of all: I love the brightness and how long the days seem to be. In Denmark,
the longest day of the year lasts almost 18 hours, from sunrise to sunset. I
cannot wait for that! J
Unfortunately
it seems that I will have to wait a little longer. Today it’s freezing cold
outside and the wind is really fierce. We even had snow! I just hope it will be
over soon, and then I can get going in my garden, planting herbs and flowers
and grooming my hedge. *Sigh* I really miss summer! Do you feel the same? J
Recently I
have been able to work out more than what I usually do. Yup, you guessed it! I
joined the gym again ;) I am really happy that I did because I am a much more
easy-going person when I exercise properly. I tend to get quite hyper
sometimes, so being able to work out more takes quite a bit of steam off of me,
which is great! J
I am currently working on an Astral Projection Roleplay! Exited? ;) I have never seen any ASMR/whisper people do that sort of video, and I thought it would be great to do in addition to my lucid dreaming video. In the Atral Projection video I will try and explain a bit about astral travel to you guys, and finally guide you through a meditation where you hopefully will be able to astral project! :) If you have any other cool video ideas, I would love to hear them!
Soon I will hit 30.000 subscribers and this is just so unbelievable! I want you guys to know how grateful I am for all your support through all of this, and I hope you will still be there in the future to keep me going. You are all lovely and wonderful! See you soon in my next video!
Love Lilium
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